Ugh

For some reason, after my surgery I am hitting a so called, "rock bottom". I just don't know how much more of this i can take. I do realize the pain and discomfort won't be lasting long, but my god, this sucks!! I am struggling to do such things as be a lazy bum and sit down on the couch. The pain is something most people feel, but I haven't had a C-Section, or major surgery ever. This was major and super annoying for me. Anyway, this has been a hard few days. I have done everything I can to play it "down" but I am at a rock bottom and will continue to do everything i can to "bounce back" and get back to the person I was. Thanks for support.

FYI... No more bikinis for me. Wait a minute..... I never wore them. Sweet, one thing hasn't and won't change!! :) *in this picture i am in the post-op. No blood. No swelling. Sweet... piece of cake. I get home... and i see what I think is a ton of blood and even more swelling then my gut is used to. UGH... I wish I was patient and able to wait this out. Thank goodness for Lolly and Patti, they do make this transition and change a lot more tolerable.