Well it has been 15 days since Hank and I met. He is doing well and does the job he was asked to do. But during the recovery everything has been a lot harder. I keep thinking I will wake up and the pain will be gone, but day by day, it does get better. Today I actually left Patti's house. I went to Schrack's to get my tickets to Mama Mia, clean clothes, and a bra. LOL. That is fact, I haven't had a bra in over 2 weeks!! Who cares? I don't. It was nice to see the sun and get out on my own. Just some motion was good motion. I went to get my hair did and felt so great to get all done up. By done up I mean clean hair and a shampoo. I even put in my contacts!!! I did begin to get sore, so I knew to slow down and rest up. I know limits and don't over do it because I just can't.
Anyway, the pain is still there and the doctors remind me that this is a normal feeling and that Hank was placed on some of my bowels which makes everything a lot harder and longer to heal. It was just great to be up and moving... but with that comes the thoughts of all that has to go on next. Work, health insurance, and apartment. I know that my body is still healing, but people have to understand, a whole new life is and will be beginning any day now. I have had 2 amazing gifts given to me, so now I need to make everything a bit better!! I want to work harder, be friendlier, and make people feel more welcome. I am going to accept change and "roll with it"! Ha.
Goals for the next few weeks/month is to make sure that Hank is doing his job. Attempt to get type of income, whether that be Blue or find some full time work. Then I have to move out and get back on my own. I was teasing my friend Julie last week while she was visiting me and said that I know she has like 4 different kitchen sets... and that I would be doing some shopping at her place!! Thank goodness her husband is a fan of mine!
I hope that everyone is doing well, and with time, I too should be back on my feet and able to get on with everything that I seem to be stressing over. I will be checking in from time to time and in case anything changes with my newest additions.
Thanks again for all the thoughts and prayers! Good ol' Megs will be back shortly, or so I hope.
M
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